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Statement by Kami — Operator of FNP

I, Kami, am the founder and sole operator of FNP, launched in early September 2023. This statement is my personal account of events leading to the project's closure. 11th may 2026.

Background

I launched FNP with no prior experience with the UNIT3D codebase, server administration, or the established tracker community. I built and operated the site alone, depending on a small number of external individuals for development and operational help. That dependency shaped much of what followed.

Paid work and the HDVinnie relationship

Over roughly 22 months I made repeated payments — totalling in excess of US$6,000 — to an individual operating as HDVinnie, for development work, security, server tuning, and feature implementation. Some payments were framed as donations; others were direct invoices for specific work. In multiple cases, work was promised, paid for, and either not delivered, delivered substantially later, or rolled into public releases rather than as the bespoke work I had paid for.

When I challenged this, the relationship deteriorated quickly. A damaging public thread about FNP was posted on Reddit's r/trackers; the posts were later deleted, but I retain records of the payments, the conversations, and screenshots of the posts. Among these is a post in which he publicly stated he was in possession of a copy of FNP's database — material I had not authorised him to retain, taken during paid work where he had been granted server access in good faith as a developer associated with the UNIT3D codebase. I continued the working relationship after that because my technical dependency gave me no realistic alternative at the time. I considered the recurring pattern of paid "features" coercive, even when each request was individually framed as voluntary.

Reddit visibility and a paid moderator

FNP's visibility depended heavily on tracker-related Reddit communities, particularly r/trackers and r/OpenSignups. After an internal dispute, FNP was banned from r/OpenSignups under a stated reason of "vote manipulation and deception." I dispute that characterisation; the ban materially reduced FNP's growth.

I subsequently entered into paid arrangements with a developer publicly known under the names lexical and zakary, who also moderates r/trackers under the username aglimpseoftruth. Over approximately the last six months of 2025 and two months of 2026, I paid this individual roughly US$600–700 — for two promotional posts and a series of smaller monthly payments framed as personal support. Some prior posts negatively referencing FNP were removed during this period and have since reappeared.

This means promotional access on a moderated subreddit was directly tied to private financial transfers with one of that subreddit's moderators. I am placing this on record as an undisclosed conflict of interest in how tracker communities are promoted on Reddit. I also observed disproportionate unsolicited promotion of certain trackers in those spaces during the same period.

Staff and access instability

Several individuals held trusted technical roles on FNP. Two former Sysops (x64 and afunnylookingsquash) departed and joined staff at the competing tracker LST. Their departures coincided with periods of coordinated public criticism of FNP — most notably around LST's anniversary in June 2025, and now again as that same anniversary period approaches.

A third individual, Chevron, held Sysop-level access including administrative permissions on FNP's Cloudflare account. Issues during this individual's tenure included:

Reporting FNP's server to the hosting provider on at least one occasion following a moderation decision I made.

An extended absence of approximately one year while retaining staff status.

Returning to active involvement in late 2025 and pushing significant changes to the site's user-group structure that I did not approve of, after which daily site engagement visibly dropped.

Maintaining private internal "notes" on individual members, the purpose of which was never adequately explained to me.

A pattern of behaviour I read, in retrospect, as deliberately provocative.

Additionally, FNP's internal invite log shows entries presented as recruitment from the private tracker MyAnonamouse (MAM), listing usernames including kokorfe, hell2525, and unhinged98. FNP has never operated a recruitment thread on MAM — this can be independently verified by any MAM member or staff, as no such thread exists. The naming pattern of these invite entries was, in my reading, deliberately chosen to provoke a response from me. A screenshot of the relevant invite log is included here: https://ibb.co/WNwH0tmq - even if there was a invite thread granted recently, i can assure you that these are all Chevron playing games.

As of this statement, this individual still holds infrastructure access I have not been able to safely revoke. My concern in revoking it is credible risk of retaliatory hosting reports and denial-of-service attacks against the site, based on past precedent, but in 30 minutes it will be offline with no trace left.

Security incidents

In late 2024, FNP suffered a sustained DDoS attack that materially disrupted service. I paid approximately US$300-500 for protection that proved largely ineffective (to HDVinnie). The attack was resolved only after a group of individuals (including Chevron, x64, and anabol) offered assistance and recommended migration to Cloudflare. That migration effectively transferred the most critical operational lever of the site to that same group, whose alignment with my interests later came into question.

In recent weeks, further external reports have been made against the site's operations, causing additional disruption. I cannot prove who initiated them, but the timing aligns with the disputes outlined above.

Direction of the platform

Over the most recent months, the chatbox and on-site community tone shifted in a direction I had neither approved nor endorsed, driven by staff with elevated access through moderation choices and structural changes. FNP was launched and grew as a general tracker; I do not believe it should serve as a vehicle for any single ideological, political, or cultural agenda. By the time the shift was visible to me, I was no longer in a position to reverse it without provoking retaliation against the site itself, again by Chevron.

Personal impact

I am autistic, I have run this site alone, and FNP has effectively been the entirety of my life for nearly three years. The combination of:

repeated financial losses for undelivered work,

coordinated reputational attacks online,

staff who left FNP for competing trackers after gaining access,

denial-of-service attacks and external host reports,

loss of control over critical infrastructure (Cloudflare, payment processing),

and a sustained pattern of provocation directed at me personally,

has had a serious and lasting effect on my mental health. I no longer have the operational control, the financial cushion, or the personal capacity to continue running the site under these conditions.

Decision

For the reasons above, I am closing FNP. This is not a reaction to any single event but the cumulative result of a sustained pattern of pressure, financial extraction, infrastructure capture, and reputational attack carried out by identifiable individuals — not communities, groups, or abstractions. The named persons are named here because of their specific actions, and I stand behind the description of those actions to the best of my recollection and on the basis of records I retain.

This statement is my personal account, made in good faith and to the best of my knowledge.

Closing

This is my final involvement with the tracker community. I will not be active on any private tracker, forum, or related platform going forward, and I will not be monitoring any email accounts previously associated with FNP or this project. Any messages sent after the site is offline will go unread. I have made peace with stepping away completely.

I wish everyone — members, staff, and even those named in this statement — well in their own paths. The work I put into FNP was real, and the community that grew around it, however briefly, was real too. That part I'll carry with me.

For anyone reading this who wants to run their own private tracker: the underlying software (UNIT3D) is open source, and setting up your own instance is well within reach. I am leaving a fresh-install script for Ubuntu 22.04 here that gets you to a working tracker in roughly 30 minutes: https://rentry.co/29usageb

If you run into problems during the install, ChatGPT or Claude can walk you through almost any error you'll hit — paste the error, ask for the fix, repeat. Be your own admin. Don't outsource the keys to your own project to anyone who hasn't earned them.

Goodbye, and take care.

— Kami

Pub: 11 May 2026 17:54

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保持你最开始的看法 2020年2月21日

在我从小到大的生活环境中，父母一直在扮演低智商的角色，不自觉的将我改造成他们想要成为的样子，而且不懈努力。

其中最简单的手段就是，在任何可能的情况下，对我进行“教导”或“建议”，并不断重复。开始会觉得很恼人，是因为在不断的重复洗脑下，我会觉得他们的建议好像还不错，试试也没什么，但结果搞砸了，但原因又被归咎于我自身的能力上。

后来觉得很恼人，是因为不知道如何拒绝，抑或会引起双方冲突。

再后来依然恼人，是因为我明确提出了拒绝，但是依然要强行被洗脑。我真的很想打人。

之后还是会觉得烦恼，因为不知道，在别人不断影响我的情况下，我如何保持自己最开始的看法或想法。我不知道如何判断我自己的想法的可靠性，我也不知道如何分辨别人的“建议”并从中汲取对自己有意的信息。

后来，我觉得，那我干脆就犯错好了。慢慢习惯了，犯错也没什么可怕的。而且好消息是，一直以来，我把事情做“对”事情所带来的收益，是大于犯错所付出的成本的，而且越来越有胸有成竹的感觉。

至于我变得自负和狂妄，这就是另一个话题了。

我不得不继续在别人的“习惯性干预”下继续生活，有些时候，女朋友会表现出非常严重的强迫症，用各种方式找各种理由，让我按照她的指示去做事，就算这样会让我产生不适，产生焦虑。所以我很犹豫和困惑。

一连串的梦 20去9年5月22日

20190522 

下午，断断续续做了三四个相关联的精彩绝伦的梦，中间醒过，但想做下一个梦的欲望让我继续睡下去。
一个人开卡车追我，突然爆炸，从驾驶室爆开，我突然掌握了控制时间的能力，我可以倒回去，碎片慢慢聚拢，开车恢复成原装，或者暂停在爆炸瞬间，我环绕着观察那一瞬间的情形。
想起小时候去学五笔打字，那个老师，重复让我练习愚蠢的事情，五笔打字，现在已经忘记了。有一台95的机器还不准用，只让大家用DOS。
做梦，来到北欧，一处全是浓雾的地方，找呀找。人似乎不自觉想要寻找一个依靠。
昨晚
睁眼，我和阿毛穿着宇航服，在太空中的一个废弃的露台上坐着，偎依在一次，看着对面穿着宇航服的人，从对面铁栅栏里锁着的柜子里取了饮料放在台车上，可口可乐，饮料已经不多了。接着又在隔壁贴栅栏柜子里取出了些吃的。我跟阿毛开玩笑说，在太空里，他们都不需要冰箱啦。那个人拿好了食物便拉着台车回头去我们旁边的二层小楼巡视，我望了一眼，发现小楼一楼虽然被包着严严实实，但是二楼好像是黑洞洞没窗户的，可以直接进去，便开心的拉着阿毛飘过去，虽然在宇宙中飘荡，但是有个屋檐包覆的地方，呆着会更心安，跟着那个人，飘近一看，原来二楼是有栅栏的，失望了一阵，看着那个人巡视完之后拉着搁满食物的台车回去了，附近一栋带着推拉落地玻璃的飞船，里面有氧气，有重力。
我和阿毛重新坐回平台，心里想要不要撬开那个装满食物的栅栏柜，或者下次从身后攻击那个人，做罢之后，看了看四周，右手边有一座很破烂的，类似寺庙的建筑，所在的平台身后是个坡，坡的侧面有堵墙，墙上开了墙洞，通过墙洞看进去，有一个很宽广的大厅，大厅中间有个突出于地面的展台，站台上挂着一个普遍意形象的外星人，坡的另一面，下坡之后又两个圆形的脚踩按钮，听着大堂有个声音，像是一段介绍，但没听清就念完了，让阿毛去踩那两个按钮，踩第二个时，按钮有点不灵光，又踩了一次，那个介绍的声音又响起，这个外星人来到人类活动区域，在做某一件事情时，通过什么的途径，血液里参杂了什么，就死了，我听得不太懂，本来想再听一次，想想又算了。
看着远处，银河系整个漂浮在左手边，我已经离家太远了。
想起以前，似乎是宇宙中仿照过去的地球，重新创造的机械世界，我从中国逃到了越南，给大家上课，英语并不好，不时要查询手中的字典，讲到农业水果的种植，讲到了家里的猕猴桃种植，要间种，要提高土地利用率，在我查猕猴桃怎么说的时候，下课了，本来想等第二课接着说，但被主持人老师打断了，我停在了走向讲台的半路上，又悻悻的坐回去。
我又去看了看那个挂着的外星人，思考着，毫无意义的思考着。飞船中的那个人又出来拿食物了，看到栅栏柜里面，他们的食物也不多了，有个薯片塑料包一样的宇宙机器老鼠跟在他身后，伺机而动，我果断上去抓住了那个老鼠，那个人已经取完食物回去了，他完全没有察觉这一切。我和阿毛坐了回去，偎依在一起。我拉着阿毛去到那个落地玻璃窗前，我向里面笔画着，询问能否待在对面二楼窗户上有贴栅栏的屋子，好安心睡一觉，里面的人不耐烦了，另一个凶恶表情的人冲出来，要砍死我的样子，我吓得连连后退，带着阿毛回到平台。我想着让阿毛自己去那艘飞船里，飞船里全都是男的，阿毛去了，至少会被接受，至少能活下来。我想跟阿毛沟通这个问题，她却有点心不在焉。
慢慢得，宇航服后背的气瓶用完了，我们丢掉了这个累赘，阿毛安慰我宇航服里的氧气还能供应很久。我又回到了落地窗前，这时看到取货人在里面，我又拿出死掉的宇宙机器老鼠比划着，想表示我救了他一命，想要换取进入它们的飞船里，努力的比划了好几次，对方似乎明白了，露出一丝感激的表情，但下一秒严肃起来，对我摆了摆手拒绝。回到了平台，抱着阿毛，慢慢感觉氧气不够用了，就这样吧，我想哭出来，阿毛却保持着克制，露出坚毅的表情，我抬头发现取货人来到我们面前，看着我们，盯着看了好一会儿，我本来内心充满着希望，呼吸有点困难，但突然那人回头走了，我挣脱开阿毛，向取货人扑去，想告诉他我真的快要不行了，猛地一抬头，发现头疼有两架宇宙飞船飘过，一架在前，一架在后，后面那架有着协和式飞机的机头，可能是eve里的鹰船，我有些开心，取货人也看到了，我俩呼唤着，招手着，希望引起注意，而飞船似乎也确实注意到我们了，我立即向取货人表示，希望能在他们飞船里救急一下，等待救援。但转念又想，那两艘飞船可能是劫掠者，在宇宙机械世界解体时四散的幸存者，我这时又放心不下阿毛，便醒了。

收起你的“真实”观点，取而代之的是表演它。20200218

有人告诉妈妈一个消息。一位老师，将某位同学安排在其他班级罚站，之后这位同学用砖头拍死了老师。

妈妈开始絮叨，越来越气愤：

“现在这孩子啊，一点承受能力都没有。”

“老师还不能管教了？！”

“有些老师还不管你家娃呢。”

等等

我在想，我是否有时候，在别人面前也是这样？真是太可怕了。我不时会想要在别人面前表现出认真、诚恳，而说一些“我觉得”很真诚的话，可能有时会伤害别人吧。但更进一步，我想到的是，人与人之间的沟通屏障，我觉得这种屏障来自于“忠实的表达自我”。在广泛的环境中，“言论自由”还是不错的，而当个人与个人对接的时候，尊重和理解对方可能是需要采取的首要策略吧。单独两个人对接沟通时，是在一种很狭窄的环境中进行的，信息获取来源也很有限，这时双方仅仅聚焦于“忠于自我”，就很容易产生意见分歧，进而导致沟通分裂。

我考虑了一下，我可能需要“表演技巧”，对于后知后觉的我，并不能当一位优秀的表演者，此时此刻也不知该如何形容这种表演，但我知道，我应该表演，表演可以帮助更加顺畅的进行双边信息交换，也可以柔性的协助判断需要淘汰掉的沟通对象。

人的一生就要在表演中度过吗？不，在没有社会公共价值交换的沟通中，就没有表演的必要了。你需要诚恳的告诉你老婆，不喜欢吃香菜，以后不要放了。你也需要诚恳的告诉你老公，你不喜欢这个姿势，你更喜欢那样，这样大家都会幸福快乐。

那价值的产出呢？现阶段，价值的根本产出在于切实的劳动。至少我觉得我脑子里的“单纯构想”，是没有任何价值的，对于我自己，对于社会，都没有价值。感谢儒勒凡尔纳，因为有了这些人，我才发觉，我的幻想并不是幻想。

只想探索这个世界 2020年2月12日

“瞒报漏报将纳入诚信黑名单并承担法律责任”

当我看到这句话的时候，专门去看了《传染病防治法》，没有发现相关的语句。在“承担责任”的类别里，更多的是对疫情相关机构如疾控中心或者街道办事处的约束，而对个人惩罚性的条款只看到一条，对于因为瞒报造成疫情扩散的，需要承担民事责任。

带着疑惑，我咨询了12345市长热线，第一次的回应：客服念了一段《传染病防治法》中关于机构需要做的事情，比如要筛查之类的。但是，法律规定机构需要执行的行为，就可以引申出公民不配合就要受到惩罚吗？我再次询问关于“纳入诚信黑名单”这样的字眼，来源是什么？第二次的回应：客服说没有任何红头文件有这样的规定，但是在城市微信公众号中，市疫情防控指挥部有发布文章，说明了瞒报漏报需要承担法律责任。我再次跟客服确认“纳入诚信黑名单”这个条款的来源是什么，客服无法回答，也不愿针对性回应。然后，我表达了感谢，挂断了电话。

事后回想了一下，我还可以问下面的问题：

1、做这个填报表单的单位是哪个？

2、在这个城市，哪个部门有权利将公民纳入诚信黑名单？

我其实挺喜欢利用他人（或政府）制定的规则，来制约制定规则的人。但这样的深挖，已经超过了我做这件事的目的了，我已经将伤疤曝露了出来，揭开的话，我只是会单纯的倒霉，并不会对现有体系有任何影响。我只是更确认了，我要做怎样的选择，好让自己继续生存于这个世界。

这个城市的政府，没有预案（或者是没有可操作性的预案，应付检查的倒是有），也不习惯遵守法律，单纯的利用自己的权利，将眼前的短期麻烦消灭掉。政府继续这样子的话，下次还是会有很多人死。

外面是疫情，我在家里，2020年2月11日

现在，首要关注的是什么？

避免医生护士崩溃

他们也是人类

我觉得现阶段，这比隔离感染者更重要

感染源失控了，终究会被医生救治完

医生失控了，全国就失控了，自生自灭

（如果我在国家疾控中心上班，我会已经开始研究封锁城市，让人民自生自灭的可能性）

作为普通人，建议关注医护人员

如果发现有崩溃迹象

就大量采购生活物资吧

现在这种可能性很低，但代价却很高

记得日本大地震时

果壳网专门写了篇科普文章

论证福岛核电站为什么不太可能会发生泄漏

然而......

对我这种普通人来说，做选择的时候

算算数学期望值就好了

有空再算算方差也可以的

考虑到未来的可能的损失，和重建所需的成本，将这些资源投入给医生

我觉得这是收益最大化的行为，尽管这个收益依然是负值，但是更接近于0

就算在集体主义的催化下，这些医生坚持了下来，但是对医疗体系的伤害，对医者心的伤害，是非常可怕的

以上这些话，我本来写入了微信朋友圈，但想了想，最终还是没有点击发送，我不想与那些闭上眼睛就能感受幸福，而睁开眼睛就开始向别人求助的朋友闹得不愉快，这样对我是负收益的。

认识我的人，已经认识了我。

女朋友终于对我忍无可忍，说出了实话

        当我写下这个标题时，忍不住想要删掉，因为太俗气了，可能很久没有训练写作了吧。

        我打算向工商银行办理贷款，所以就办了张工行卡，但发现我的名下已经有一张未激活的银行卡，我对此并不知情。所以我打算问问工行怎么回事。

当地的工行分行员工不断提醒我，让我找找自己的原因，我折腾了一圈，仍是一头雾水，便决定向工行客服投诉。

另外，同时我也投诉了另一家交通银行在营业时间关门的问题（害我扑了空）。

回到了租的房子，我有些得意，我就是喜欢做别人看了一眼就觉得不可能的事情，比如投诉银行。女朋友坐在我身后的桌子上，听着我跟银行沟通完毕，转头对我说：别人只会觉得你傻，为什么要去找银行的麻烦，不要欺负比你强的，要欺负比你弱的。

我被一种无力感笼罩与控制，我最信任的人，却不是与我合拍的人。我分别打电话给两家银行，撤销了投诉。难过的哭出了声，她过来抚慰我。

我感觉不到对她的爱了。